Then again, it's neither here nor there

Nothing make me happy like the way my family does. In a very similar fashion, nothing upset me like no other than it.

Remind me again why I can be so particular, a bit too much even sometimes, about who I want to consider to be my family.

March on, March boy

Saw the pictures and all. My baby bro is a marching band field commander. :') dammit I should've flown home to watch 

So a week or two ago, a good friend of mine introduced me to this seemingly-trending mobile game. And, bam - what we got here - my former marching band adopted that game as their nation-wide percussion competition's theme. And they - in both the march and the drum-line - did quite well, I gather. dammit I should've flown home to watch 

One by one, your former dreams got realised. The sights you've been wanting to see. The joy. The pride. The rush and the moment he took those steps forward, while having fun all the way. I'm so proud of you - what else can I say?

dammit I should've flown home to watch. 

"How can you still believe something like 'that'?"

Alright, let's keep my answer simple and open, just the way I like most things to be.

Which part of the word "faith" do you not understand?

On not giving up

Yipee yay way, recess week!

It has been really fun

Um.. kawaii ambassador, chilled cucumbers and sophisticated oysters, among other things? My lol sticks to its intended meaning - laughing out loud. I still am. Even now, you awesome and adorable bunch of people. Laughing is healthy, really. I've been having a lot of fun, and I'm genuinely thanking all of you.

So this is the end of my very first mid-semester in uni. Life's nice. Oh but you know what's coming: the "but eh...". Hmm~ Yeah.

Oh good

The two of them are so different, yet so alike. They started as friends, gradually moving towards something more. It isn't a smooth journey, nothing like it. It isn't a Hollywood movie either - no frills and quantum philosophies, just normal stuffs; domestic, conservative mixed with youthful ideals. Yet it stands against time, against boredom and fights, mood swings, clashing schedules and irrationalities.

And the harmonies live on - words were conveyed, time was spared, eyes were met, thoughts were exchanged and love was.. is shared.

Glad and relieved to hear them making up. Please do hold on. Prove the things I failed to haven't been able to prove.

Afternoon Rain

After all I still enjoy them - the nonsensical pattern of nature, water colours, the wonder of whimsical emotions, the colour broken white, the paradox of lasting sentiments and other wisdoms found in sky-gazing.

"And now it seems to me some fine things have been laid upon your table.
But you only want the ones that you can't get, Desperado?"

Alright, off for lunch.

You can (not) redo

...

(I don't feel like speaking for the rest of the day.)

Amen to that

When the metal wire finally snapped, lashed and left those lacerations behind, I didn't really expect anything to break my fall. Except there were - those entangled cotton strings. A safety net that stretched in various degrees upon impact, but did not break altogether.

Origins, Habits and Preferences

:)

:)

:)

..I think this is too cheesy (even for my standard) to be posted here. Oh brother! Into my diary then. Point is, I'm still thankful. See you soon - I'll bring you souvenirs!

No wonder I used to idolize Katharine Wright.

at ease

"It's a wonder why. But I do feel like I can talk about just anything with you."
"Me too. ..me too."

Friends.

Thank you - what else can I say?

...Thank you.

Good afternoon, ladies and gentlemen, I just thought I'll let you know that I.. am... bored.

When your schoolwork becomes the most interesting thing around... you know it's either you had chosen wisely or.. there's something sliiightly off in your life.

At least there's a very promising outing today. Keep smiling and let us see how that goes.

Duality

"And yet, that doesn't mean my gay disposition during the day is any less genuine. During the day, the circle of life rises and at night, the cradle of death. Does it make any of them not real? Remember that it takes many selves to make a person, even when they're at odds with each other.

I am living my life to the fullest, only that doesn't negate a fact that something is still missing and I'm very well aware of it. My life is pretty much imperfect, yes, only that doesn't stop me from enjoying it. Being human means you constantly try to find your happiness, even in the world that hates it."

Crash and Burn

An empty unit with white brick walls. A dark room, lit only by some light pollution spilling over from the man-made metropolis. There, the eternal boy stands still in his pyjamas. Watching. Contemplating. Doing anything he can afford to do without having to move. Anything, to shake away that corroding feeling that was creeping into his core of stability. His very own intense loneliness. 

. .

Apparently that was a bit too triggering. For me.

Ah well.

...it got complicated. And that was all my fault. I just want a mate.

Donna Noble: ... You just want to mate?!

The Doctor: I just want *a* mate!

Donna Noble: You're not matin' with me Sunshine!

The Doctor: A mate! I want *a* mate!

Donna Noble: Well, just as well, because I'm not having any of that nonsense! I mean, you're just a long streak of nothing, y'know, alien nothing!

I know normally stuffs like this go on Tumblr but- oh I just love this scene. :3 And this is exactly why I love this Donna Noble - The Doctor's best mate.

Whoa

So I fell asleep reading about nightmares, and woke up with a dream like text on my phone. So like what any normal person would do, I kicked the mobile away and left it for three hours of extra sleep so that the dream would be preserved, away from Murphy's Law.

Conclusion. Aside from having even more reasons not to 'yolo' it by conforming to an ugly societal norm and buy a pair of wedges, I'll be sure to make a cup of coffee every Wednesday.

The Most. Annoying. Thing. Ever.

..is when everybody expects or even forces me to heave my bulky tools and climb all these steps and hills everyday like a person with perfectly normal limbs, then treats me with the pity for an invalid when it comes to the fun stuffs which actually require flexible joints...

..when my actual condition absolutely frowns upon the former and allows the later.

Such is Life.