reflection

"...there was a small girl, quiet and confused, torn between being amazed and trying to comprehend her surroundings both inward and outward."

fast forward for undisclosed time period, and i still have no freaking idea what was it that she couldn't understand.

maybe one of the main reason for why i am still climbing up is simply to get what she was trying to understand, but that will also continue to climb up on 'its' own, at 'its' own pace', in 'its' own orbital which clashes less and less frequently over time.
nevertheless, this motivation works for me so far, and so i'll go on, carry on, climb on.