Quite some Zen

I got a new pot of cactus! (Y) And a new room, so the timing is just nice.

I could care less on why people tend to give me cacti for botanic gifts. Hopefully because they are small, cute, if you have an acquired liking for them, independent and admirably equipped with a decent means of self protection. I like them anyway, so yay still.


Here, there are smaller rooms for mistakes and slips. Over there I could lavish in emotions and the luxury of being a bit silly, 'blur' as they say it, light and still be forgiven and (kinda) appreciated. Tolerance was spent in consideration instead of given away like some governmental tax. Alas, am I supposed to complain? People say it: life goes on. So here goes.

Getting tired of lying around, I gleefully agreed to a small meetup in one of my friends' house. For this matter, I could say that I have little idea why people claim to lose their friends after separations, even those that they once called 'besties'. Coz' we are doing just fine. :) Some things change, of course. Each of us finds more about our fashion senses, likings and peculiar interests over time but nobody finds any problem with that. We still meet and enjoy each others' companies. Together, we could relax more and be truly creative. Relax, yes. There is a lack of some unspoken ambition to best each other in conversation. When we share, we share instead of 'show off and compare'. This always feels refreshing. For that, I'm very thankful.

And Ami. Literally, she is a friend. A furry one that is guarding my door right now. It's kinda therapeutic, seeing those innocent, ever playful eyes void of grudge and needless suspicions. Only pure glee, eagerness and shameless affection. At least, that's how I see them. Ah, how many times have they saved me from despair and spirals of whiny damnations in everyday's trying situations. Sometimes I think of them as the incarnations of 'heck care' attitudes, of mental strengths and undying joy of the livings. Well, they sure look more suitable for that role instead of vain, generic, humanly symbols that guide people to the easy way out of antagonism and excessive lamenting. Not too mention they are cuter and more welcoming. That's how I wish to look at the life itself.