But

I just can't help it. Nobody does. First of all, it makes me feel alive almost like no other.

Hi. It's you. Again.

How I detest it when somebody manages to see through that clouded keyhole, but the definition of truth still won't change in the near future. I may not be a sportswoman in career, but I value integrity.


Stay. There. Wait, no. Never mind. Just go and I'll still wish you all the best anyway.


Why? Because. Because there are so many reasons I don't know where to start, so I'll leave it like that. The one who should know won't bother to know anyway, and others who don't need to know should stay oblivious. 


You... Ah well, you know what, never mind. Words don't work for us. Never have and never will.


Really sorry to betray anyone's expectation, but while I don't mind not winning most of the time, I simply hate to lose to the ones that I don't want to lose to. That's all.